After God’s Own Heart

The first time I read the story of King David, it was from a small, animated Bible I had as a boy. As I flipped through the pages of that little book, I can remember looking on David as something of a superhero. Think about it: he defeated Goliath with nothing but a sling and five stones. After that, he became King of Israel, replacing Saul, who had done a pretty terrible job to begin with. He was referred to as a man after God’s own heart, and nothing could touch him.
 

After a while, I began to see the life of David as more of a fairytale. I still believed it to be true, but a part of me resented God for showing David so much favor. Why had his life been so perfect when the rest of us had to struggle? Why did God allow so many people to suffer pain, but always seem to step up for David? It wasn’t until I was older that I came to understand more as I read this psalm written by David:                       

“Save me, O God, for the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in the miry depths, where there is no foothold. I have come into the deep waters; the floods engulf me. I am worn out calling for help; my throat is parched. My eyes fail, looking for my God. Those who hate me without reason outnumber the hairs of my head; many are my enemies without cause, those who seek to destroy me. I am forced to restore what I did not steal. You know my folly, O God; my guilt is not hidden from you” (Psalm 69).

Obviously, I realize David’s life wasn’t perfect; in a lot of ways it was actually pretty lousy. He was hounded by Saul for years, he lost loved ones to sickness and war, and he even committed some pretty serious sins. Being a man after God’s own heart didn’t mean David would be shielded from harm, and being a follower of Jesus doesn’t guarantee us prosperity. The thing that made David a great man, and the thing that makes our lives as Believers meaningful, was that he never turned away from God. We will all experience trials and tribulations in our lives, but by trusting God we can overcome them. We will all suffer because of stupid mistakes and doing things that even we can’t believe we did, or have a full understanding of why we did them. Yet, like David, we can cry out to the One who will never leave or forsake us in the knowledge that He is just waiting on us to turn to Him, trust in Him, believe Him, and walk with Him.

That is how we become people after God’s own heart, and in the end, that’s all God really wants.

Pray with Me:

Lord Jesus, I come into your presence today realizing that I have done and said things that are not pleasing to you. I seek your forgiveness and receive it afresh and anew just now. Thank you for new anointing and new passion for you. Cleanse me so I may walk with you and in you, being a person after your own heart. Amen.